Some people will not understand our fight that broke out seven years of friendship apart. Some will say it’s just a petty fight.
The good times we had for seven years linger on my mind sometimes. The laugh, the tears, and all the new things we’ve tried and experience are meant to be remembered but not meant to be continued. I think the friendship needed to end in a way that will hurt both of us, or maybe I was the only hurt. I know you’re happy now, happy with your new circle of friends, or rather you never have a new circle of friends. Because you already made up in your mind that “I don’t need friends; my boyfriend is enough for me.” Maybe the friendship we had is not meant to be forever. Perhaps it has to end as early as possible for us to find better friends, a better companion that can stay and a friend that will prioritize the schedule that is already set or a friend that knows how to follow what has been scheduled or to follow what things that you’ve planned for a long time. A friend that can handle our differences, attitudes, and everything.A friend that can see clearly that friendship matters. Before they had a relationship or partner, there is a friend that never leaves their side. A friend that they forget and set aside for someone else. A friend that has been there before everyone else. A new friend that can ride on in everything and anything we want to experience.
For now, I can finally say that I forgave you. I excused myself. Let’s keep moving on with our own lives. Goodbye and thank you for the friendship.






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